Cutter’s House, London

[itsananomaly]

It had been a long morning, had it only been a few hours since he had told the team about his suspicions about there being a traitor? Since they had dealt with the Mammoth? Since the confrontation with Stephen and Helen? He sat down on his couch, sinking in and inviting Connor to join him, he was so tired and now that it had been a couple of hours since he had thrown everything up on the M25, he was hungry again. “I think we should order something in,” he said tiredly to Connor, “I think I could go for a big meal … Chinese or Italian maybe? What are you in the mood for?” They had a couple of days off now, they may as well put them to good use and ordering take out seemed like a good option and he was going to put it on Lester’s credit card because he could. [part five and the final part for today. The calm before the storm and this thread also heads into very NSFW territory as well. Preplayed with the amazing anomaly_research_nerd NFB but OOC welcome!]

Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor had finally been able to relax a little once they walked in the door of Cutter's house. The adrenaline was finally leaving his system, which meant he was starting to feel... everything... and all he felt like doing was melting into the couch and lounging in Cutter's arms. And that was exactly what he was doing... as much as the dull ache in his ribs would let him. "Chinese sounds really good" he said from his spot on the couch as he tried to find a position that didn't hurt and that didn't end up hurting Cutter either.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“Chinese, yes okay Chinese we’ll do that,” Cutter nodded as he fished out his phone, wincing slightly at the effort it took, he was probably going to have bruised ribs for a while and brought up the number for the Chinese take away he liked to order from. “Any particular dish you’d like?” he asked gently before he pressed the call button.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor thought for a moment, then gave a somewhat shy grin. "Double order of beef chow mein?' he asked. "I mean if we're letting Lester pay for it, might as well get enough, so we don't have to leave for a bit to go get anything else, right?"
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter managed a tired grin at that, “that’s what I was thinking, we could go all out with the food since Lester is generously paying for it,” Not that Lester knew this of course. “I was thinking of maybe going for the curried chicken,” he considered, “maybe order some spring rolls? We could get a large fried rice as well to share?”
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"Throw some Wonton Soup in there and I think it sounds perfect," Connor said with a small grin as he looked at Cutter, his smile going a little sad as he did. "Want me to call it in?' he offered softly.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“Oh Wonton soup that sounds good too, I might have one too” Cutter managed a tired grin at that and then considered Connor’s question, hesitating a little and then passed over his phone, “actually maybe it wouldn’t be a bad idea if you ordered, if that’s okay?” he noticed the sad smile, “it …I’m really sorry about today, it’s not how I thought it would go at all,” Between the Mammoth and Helen and Stephen it was a wonder they were still in one piece.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor smiled and took the phone and grabbed a pad of paper and pen off the table by the couch. "Alright, so that's a double order been low mein, double order curry chicken, spring rolls, large fried rice, and double order wonton soup," he read off as he jotted everything down so he wouldn't forget. "And no worries, Nick. We survived, that's what matters" he said with a reassuring smile. There would be time to talk about... all that... but they needed some rest and cleaning up first. "We'll have food in no time" Connor added as he shifted slightly so he slid down to lay on his back, head resting against Cutter's leg as he punched in the number and then began placing the order a few minutes later.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“That sounds like everything,” Cutter smiled softly and then relaxed a bit as Connor laid his head on his leg. He hesitated and then reached down to stroke Connor ‘s hair as he watched him place the order. “I …I should have done more to stop them,” he said quietly.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor had to bite back a soft whimper at that touch, managing to finish putting in the order before he closed his eyes and just enjoyed the feeling of Cutter's fingers running through his hair. Then those words hit his ears and rattled around in his head for a moment before he opened his eyes and looked up at Cutter. "You did everything you could, Nick. You were willing to get on your knees and take multiple hits for me." Connor reached a hand up to gently run his fingers along the bruise that had formed on Cutter's face from where Helen had slapped him. "I should have been able to get away from Stephen... I... I'm sorry I was so weak" Connor whispered softly, still lightly running his fingers along Cutter's face.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter winced a little at the touch, he’d been trying to ignore the pain in his jaw but Helen’s punch had hurt but him taking it - it meant that Connor hadn’t taken the blow, he’d take a hundred blows from Helen to protect Connor from her. “You have nothing to apologise for,” Cutter assured him, continuing to run his fingers through Connor’s hair, “and you're not weak, Stephen … he was holding back, even I can’t go up against him with all his training … I really thought he was okay with us … that we’re together,” another thought struck him then, “and now Helen knows … you saw how she was when she found out, she’ll do anything to go after us …to inflict more pain on us,”
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor caught the wince, brief as it was, and slowly lowered his hand, letting it rest on his own chest again. "I thought Stephen was cool with everything too..." he said softly. "He... he really did seem ok when we told the team, ya know, about us. He never stuck me as the overly jealous type? There's gotta be something more to it..." Connor paused and swallowed, trying to keep the slight quiver out of his voice as he thought back to that look he had seen in Helen's eyes. "And Helen.... you're right, she will try anything she can. Which just means we have to be all the more watchful and have each other's backs. Right?"
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“I mean … Stephen and I, we tried …a few times to make it work but we were better off being friends,” Cutter said softly, hand trembling slightly as he heard Stephen’s cruel taunts, “he’s fallen hard for Helen … I think he would do anything she asked, if she’d asked him to hurt us …I think he would have,” It hurt to think that, he and Stephen had been friends for so long, had been intimate with each other and the thought of Stephen inflicting physical pain like that …he closed his eyes, “and we will need to be careful around Helen, there’s no telling what she will do … and we can’t let Lester know that she’s involved, he … he will pull me from the field, keep me at the ARC,”
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor hesitated a moment then reached out and slowly slipped his hand into Cutter's and pull it over to rest on his chest. "Stephen's not himself, I don't think," Connor said slowly. "He's blinded by everything with Helen. she's convinced him what we are doing... here with the anomalies... is a lost cause. He doesn't believe in the missions anymore." He shifted slightly so he could look up at Cutter more easily. "I'll make sure Abby and Connor know not to say anything about Helen to Lester," he said reassuringly. The rest of the bit with Helen... well, he really didn't want to think about being on the receiving end of anything from her just then.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“Thank you,” Cutter whispered, grateful for Connor holding his hand then, “I …I know my judgement’s not sound when it comes to Helen, Lester knows that …he had Helen pegged from the start, knew how manipulative and twisted she was but I didn’t want to see it,” He sighed, “thank you, for being here with me, for not leaving …I …I wouldn’t blame you if you did,”
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor shifted and let go of Cutter's hand, just long enough to sit up and slip an arm gently around Cutter. It took him a minute to catch his breath enough to speak, his ribs aching and protesting that movement. "There's nowhere else I would be, Nick," he said softly, "than right here beside you."
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter leaned against Connor, wincing a little at the pain even that small amount of movement caused, "I ... I don't want you to be anywhere else," he said, almost pleading ... as if he was still scared that Connor would leave, "I ... I can't do this without you, I ..." he took a deep breath, "I love you," he said again. He did mean what he said when he had told Stephen and Helen that.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	A smile spread across Connor's face at hearing those words again. "I don't want you anywhere else either," he said reassuringly as he gently rubbed his hand over Cutter's back. "I want you right here... beside me." Connor hesitated and then leaned his head over so it was resting lightly against Cutter's. "And ya know, it's nice to know that it wasn't just me hallucinating that. I want to be here with you... because I love you too, Nick."
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter’s heart leapt at that … he didn’t remember much of leaving the motorway and getting back to the ARC … if anything had been said during that time. He smiled and winced at the pain in his jaw when he did. “I, I meant what I told …. um … Helen and Stephen, I don't regret telling them,” he hesitated a little at mentioning his two ex’s, “you make me happy, happier than I’ve been in a long time,” he said softly, hardly daring to believe it.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"If there's one thing I know for certain," Connor said with a soft smile of his own as he leaned closer and shifted so he was facing him a little more. "I know that Nick Cutter is a man I admire.... respect...and love" he said softly, each pause accented with a light kiss. "I love you, Nick."
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter took a moment to enjoy each of those kisses, hardly daring to believe that after the events of this morning that he was here with the man he loved and who loved him back. “And I love you Connor,” he said happily, raising a hand to stroke Connor’s hair, “I love you so much,,” he smiled warmly, “it’s been a really long time since I’ve felt anything like this,“
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor gave another kiss and then pulled back slightly and smiled fondly, his head tilting towards the hand stroking his hair. This was nice... really nice... more than nice. It was perfect. "First for me," Connor admitted somewhat shyly as he closed his eyes, enjoying the feeling of Cutter's fingers. "I've never felt this way... about anyone before you. Being together... it just feels right being with you. I've never felt this way before, But I like this... no... I love this. And I love you." Connor closed his eyes and just tried to memorize everything about this moment, every touch, every feeling, every sound... everything.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter smiled up at Connor, enjoying the kiss and how nice it felt stroking Conner’s hair … he was very tempted to sink into the couch and keep kissing Connor but he realised that both he and Connor probably could do with a fresh change of clothes after the events of the day, maybe a shower as well to freshen up, dinner was ordered and it was going to take a while, they could take the time to get ready. “You know,” he said, his smile widening, “I think both of us could do with a change of clothes and clean up a bit before dinner arrives, if you want to head to the bedroom and change?”
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor gave a small sigh and looked at Cutter with a grin of his own. "Smart one as always Professor," he said with a smirk. He leaned over and gave him another quick kiss then pulled back. With a small groan of his own, Connor stood, trying to catch his breath for a moment before holding a hand out to help Cutter up.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“I have my moments,” Cutter grinned but then realised getting up off the couch when they were both injured was not one of them. “I didn’t think this part through though,” he grimaced as he straightened up, wincing at the pressure on his ribs. He gratefully accepted Connor’s hand and after a few moments was standing in his feet. Then he started to sway a little, he winced at the movement on his ribs.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor pulled Cutter to his feet as gently as he could. "Easy there..." he said softly as he slipped his arm around Cutter's waist and waited till he got a little more steady. "Ya can lean a little more if ya need" he said encouragingly. It WAS Cutter who got the worst of the beatdown after all.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“Are you sure? I - I don’t want to hurt you,” Cutter whispered, even as he started to lean against Connor for that support. He groaned, “I don’t think I’m going be running anytime soon that’s for sure,”
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	”I’m sure, Nick," he said reassuringly as he shifted his hold to try and make it more comfortable for Cutter."At least it's not too far to the bedroom right?" he said with a grin, though he realized they both might be dealing with a week or so of desk duty regardless when their couple days' leave ran out. But they could deal with that when it came to it. "Ready to go?" he asked, taking a small step to gauge just how much Cutter would be able to do just then.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter had not thought of how they were going to handle returning back to work at all. “Right,” he managed a smile as he leaned against Connor, grateful for that support, “I think I’m ready,” hopefully he could make it to the bedroom in one piece. He took a tentative step when Connor did, he let out a grunt of pain but stayed upright.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor watched him closely, ignoring the twinge in his own ribs as they slowly made their way down the hall. "Could you have picked a bigger bloody house?" he asked, with a smirk, trying to make light of the situation, though he was very VERY glad they weren't having to try and climb the stairs to the second floor. He was pretty sure he wouldn't survive that trek right now. It was, thankfully an actually very short walk they had to do because by the time they got to the bedroom, Connor was trying to draw in breaths through clenched teeth.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“It seemed like a good idea at the time,” Cutter moaned, grateful that his bedroom wasn’t on the second floor as well. “At least we’re here now,” he said, wincing at the effort, “do you want to sit on the bed for a bit?” he asked gently, the bed looked really inviting right then.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor just nodded. Talking wasn't really coming that easily right then. So after helping Cutter the last few steps, Connor sank onto the bed, giving a slow sigh as he tried to stop the burning feeling in his chest just then. He looked over to where Cutter was sitting and gave a small nod and a thumbs up, silently check in to make sure he was ok. Or, as ok as could be expected given their current state.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter understood, he returned the silent thumbs up, just taking a moment to appreciate just being able to sit on the bed with Connor after that trek. He didn’t mind the silence, he winced a little as he moved closer to Connor and held out his hand for him to take.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor shifted into what normally might have been an awkward and uncomfortable positon, but it actually took some of the pressure off his ribs. As he sat in silence, there in that now familiar bedroom, he reached out and took Cutter's offered hand with a grateful smile. They were a mess, no doubt about that. They had both taken a beating, but Connor was thankful for the simple act of sitting next to the man he loved. Knowing he was there. That he was alive. That he was safe- relatively speaking. And that was all Connor needed just then. Closing his eyes and trying to get his breathing back under control, Connor leaned over, wincing slightly but still following through and laid his head over against Cutter's shoulder.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter closed his eyes as Connor took his hand and leaned against his shoulder. He took a moment to appreciate how nice this was, that he and Connor were still there, they both loved each other. It could have gone so terribly wrong, the Mammoth …Helen could have seriously injured Connor if she wanted to. He trembled and let out a sob.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor felt Cutter trembling and gave his had a slight squeeze. And when that sob broke free, he pulled his arms around Cutter and held him close. Both to comfort the man he loves but also to remind himself that they were still alive. "I gotcha, Nick. Your safe .." Connor tried to finish that thought but his voice quivered and the weight of everything that had happened hit him all over again. All he could do was fight back that wave that threatened to crash over him, and hold onto the man he suddenly realized he couldn't... didn't... want to live without.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“She could have killed you,” Cutter trembled, “I …” his voice caught and he lapsed into silence, trembling against Connor, “I can’t lose you,” he croaked. “I …” it was his turn not being able to finish his thought. “I …what she did, what Stephen did …” he breathed heavily, “I…” he had no idea what he was saying. He fell silent, blinking back tears that kept threatening to fall.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor pushed back the lump in his throat and moved to pull Cutter to him. "You aren't going to lose me Nick, I promise... I'm not going anywhere. I'm not leaving... I promise..." The words hopefully were more convincing and comforting to Cutter because they echoed empty in Connor's head. They both could have easily died. Multiple times. That all of this could have ended because of Helen and Stephen and.... Connor fought to push that terrifying thought out of his mind. Cutter needed him. He had to be strong. It was his turn to be the one to protect the one he loved. And he was determined not to fail Cutter. .
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“I … “ Cutter took several breaths, trying to keep control of his emotions, he hated how weak he was being, how weak he was appearing in front of Connor, “promise?” he said in a voice barely above a whisper. He was tired, so very tired and he just didn’t have the strength to hold it together. He started crying again.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"I promise," Connor said as firmly and confidently as he could, and he sat there, just holding Cutter close, letting him cry for a bit. Slowly as he felt Cutter's breathing ease up and the trembling slowly fade, he pulled away, and reached out to brush the tears off Cutter's face. "How about we get cleaned up now huh?" he asked gently. He figured getting cleaned up and getting fresh clothes would at least maybe help put everything a little farther behind them, rather than right there in plain sight..
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter could only nod at first, taking a few deep breaths as he clung to Connor, scared of letting him go .. that he would lose him. He slowly calmed himself down, as he felt soothed by Connor's presence and felt comforted when Connor brushed the tears off his face. He blinked away any excess tears, biting his lip as he tried to steady himself, "getting cleaned up sounds like a great idea," he agreed with a small smile.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor nodded and smiled softly. "Just sit tight," he said as he slowly slipped off the bed and dropped to his knees, wincing slightly at that movement. Giving himself a moment to catch his breath, Connor started unlacing the heavy, clunky boots, pulling them off with a little more effort needed than he had anticipated, given how much his entire body was aching. With boots and socks finally off and set aside, Connor slowly stood, hating the groan he couldn't keep behind his lips. He looked at Cutter and nodded to the shirt. "I'll be a gentle as I can, but... I'm going to need your help Nick" he said with a soft, apologetic nod. He knew moving at all was painful for Cutter. "Don't move your arms too much ok, I'll do most of it."
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter grimaced at the idea of moving, it has been an effort getting his boots off, “okay,” he managed, “what do you need me to do?”, he tried to start bracing himself for further pain.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor started working on the shirt, thankful that Cutter had chosen a button up that day. The buttons were annoying but would be easier in the long run than trying to figure out how to pull his regular shirts off over his head in the shape he was in. "Alright so, if you can, just pull your arms back a little, I'm going to try and see if I can just slip this off alright?" Connor gave an encouraging smile and then kissed the top of his hair lightly. "I'll be as gentle as I can, I promise."
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter took a deep breath, Connor’s kiss on his hair helping him calm down, he let out a groan of pain as he tried to move his arms back as much as he could, which turned out to not be that much. “I don’t think I can move it back anymore,” he said apologetically, wincing at the effort this was taking.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"You're good Nick, that's fine" Connor said gently as he worked to move the shirt down, sliding one arm out, trying not to pull or jostle Cutter any more than he had to. He waited a moment, then moved to the other one, making short work of that one. "Alright, we're done... it's off, " he said at last, tossing the shirt aside, not really paying attention to where it landed behind him. All his attention was on Cutter as he searched his face, concern showing clearly in his own. "You alright Nick? You did good... I'm sorry I hurt you," Connor said, pulling him in close but he was careful not to hug too tightly as he did.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter bit down a scream as Connor pulled back the sleeves, he still let out a whimper and wished he wasn’t so weak. He nodded, “I’m…I’ll be fine,” he managed to correct himself, since it was clearly obvious that he wasn’t fine at all, “th - thank you,” he groaned softly as Connor pulled him in for a hug and he breathed heavily,taking a moment to rest against Connor. “You didn’t hurt me Connor,” he finally managed, “this is all on Helen,”
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"If I hadnt been such an easy target... if I had been able to stand up for myself..." Connor bit his lip feeling his vision go blurry as tears filled his eyes. "You shouldn't have had to take the blows for me... If I was stronger... If I wasn't so weak... " Connor trailed off, unable to finish as the lump in his throat grew about three times in size just then. He stood there holding Cutter close and leaned his head over to rest lightly against his. In that moment, Connor felt absolutely helpless as everything finally broke through and came flooding out. He had failed Nick, caused him to end up like this, and now he couldn't even take care of him without hurting him. "I... I'm sorry, Nick" he muttered into Cutter's hair as the tears started to finally fall.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter rested in Connor’s embrace for a few moments, wishing his ribs would stop throbbing and he closed his eyes at Connor’s words, silently cursing Helen and Stephen for this. “Why …why did you take the blame when Lester asked? None of this is your fault and you’re not weak,” he said gently, raising his head slightly so he could look at Connor and mirroring Connor’s actions moments earlier, lifted his arm to try and wipe away those tears. He bit down a scream of agony as he raised his arm but he pushed through, to be there for Connor.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"Because... I'm the one everyone expects to mess things up...." Connor took a shaky breath, trying to stop the tears as he looked down at the man he loved. "I... I couldn't protect you from Helen... I.... I at least wanted to... try... to protect you from Lester's wrath." He gave a hard chuckle and shook his head. "And I couldn't even do that right..."
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter took a moment to let that sink in, “oh Connor,” he said softly, “you don’t mess things up …” he said softly, “and Lester … well Lester’s always going to be angry with me, I don’t follow his rules … he doesn’t like that when people don’t obey him,” He closed his eyes, “and it’s my fault that this happened, my baggage with Stephen and Helen, you got caught in the crossfire, I’m so sorry that that happened to you, you didn’t deserve any of that,”
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"I chose you Nick... I still do... baggage and all, doesn't matter" Connor said softly with a sigh. "I just... what Stephen and Helen said... you really could have had anyone else" Cnnor took in a shaky breath, fearful that asking the question might actually make Cutter reconsider... him... them... everything. "Why... why someone like me? You could have had Helen or Stephen or anyone else... I... I don't want to disappoint you, Nick.... I love you too much... to hurt you in any way..."
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter leaned in closer to Connor, giving him a gentle hug, “because you’re always there for me Connor, you believed me when no one else did and I love you …you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me and I’m so happy being with you,” he said gently, “I chose you Connor, I will always choose you,”
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"I love you Nick... always." Connor wanted to say more... but there were no words he could say at that moment. He just hoped Nick knew how much he did want to say, how badly he did want to show it, and just how clueless he was at that moment to know how to even begin to do so.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“I love you too Connor,” Cutter said softly, understanding why Connor was having a hard time with his words, he fell silent himself, just taking the time to appreciate this moment, of the two of them being together, “so much,” he added, closing his eyes and just focusing on being there … wrapped up in Connor’s arms, an idea came to mind then. “You know, if you’re up to it later, after we finish dinner … I could play something on the piano for you in the living room? I find that playing music helps me … its very soothing,”
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor relaxed a little, letting himself melt into Cutter's embrace slightly, being careful not to lean too much though. He didn't think he would ever get tired of that feeling, and he was perfectly fine with that! He pulled back slowly and looked and a slight eyebrow quirk. "You. Professor Cutter. Play the piano?" he said with a slightly teasing grin. He then leaned over and gave him a soft kiss. "I'd like that though, it sounds nice." "Should probably get out of these clothes myself..." he said reluctantly pulling away from the embrace.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter gave a smile at that kiss, returning it just as softly, "I learnt when I was younger, did the exams and everything, I stopped when I started getting more busy with the university," he admitted, "but I like to play from time to time, keep my skills up to date," he added. He was reluctant to let go of Connor but knew they had to finish getting changed, "let me help you," he said softly, he wasn't sure how much help he could be given the extent of his injuries but Connor had helped him and he wanted to return the favour, "where do you want me to start?"
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor nodded softly, a small appreciative smile on his face as he sat on the bed. He thought for a moment, knowing Cutter wanted to help but also not wanting him to push himself too much. "Could help me with these to start with," he said with a small smile as he held up his hands showing the pair of fingerless gloves that had definitely seen better days. "They definitely need a washing... might even be beyond saving at this point."
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter returned the small smile, looking at Connor's gloves and the state they were in, wincing a little at the damage that had been done to them, "we can always give them a wash and see how they turn out, maybe we can try repairing them?" he didn't know the first thing about mending so he wasn't sure how that was going to work, he held out his hand to be able to take Connor's own in his, "may I?" he asked gently.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor gave a small laugh at the thought of either of them trying to mend something, then immediately winced at the creaming protest in his ribs. "Might be better to just ditch them and replace them, not like they are the only pair I have..." He held out his hand, laying it in Cutters as he looked at him and smiled.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	"They're still important to you," Cutter said softly as he held Connor's gloved hand in his and he went to give it a gentle stroke first before he tried to take it off, "I'm sorry they got damaged,"
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor gave a soft sigh as he closed his eyes for a moment, just enjoying that touch. He would never understand why something so simple felt so nice... but he wasn't going to complain or stop Cutter from doing it. "You could always... help me pick out some new ones, like we did in DC," he said once he opened his eyes again, giving a small smirk. "Make them even more special and all."
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter gently stroked Connor's hand, taking a moment to appreciate just how nice and soothing this was, his finger slowly stroking the glove, he would eventually get round to take the glove off for Connor but he wanted to provide some comfort first before he did, “I would like that,” Cutter gave a soft smile at that, “maybe we could go shopping before we head back to Fandom?”
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"I'd like that.. a lot" Connor said the smile widening as he did. "Could make a day of it... we both could do with... a bit of a wardrobe update... and..." Sorry Cutter, the rest of that would have to wait, cuz Connor's mind wasn't wanting to focus on anything else but that touch just then.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“I may need help with updating my wardrobe,” Cutter admitted, still gently stroking Connor’s glove, “I mean, I know we went shopping when we went to DC but it's been a while since I’ve done any kind of basic clothes shopping,” which would surely come as a shock to Connor with how Cutter’s wardrobe tended to be button up shirts and jeans most of the time. He smiled at how much Connor was focusing on his touch, he made sure to take his time with his strokes, he was finding the simple movement and repetition so soothing and relaxing.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"Oh I'm sure I can find some nice Space Battles themed shirts, or a nice dino print or something too," Connor said with a teasing grin. And maybe a few extra nice pairs of gloves for Cutter as well. But that was a task for later. Right now, Connor was just going to sit and enjoy the touch, and also that smile. "If I didn't know any better, I'd think my boyfriend was enjoy this as much as I was," Connor said softly as he caught Cutter's gaze.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“Hmm?” Cutter blinked a little as he broke his concentration to focus on what Connor was saying and started turning rather red at that. “I’ll never get tired of hearing you call me that,” Cutter said with a grin, as he enjoyed the sound of hearing Connor refer to him as his boyfriend.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"Well, that's good.. because I like the sound of it too," Connor replied with a grin. He shifted his hand slightly, so he was holding Cutters now and lifted it gently and leaned over as he did, placing a soft kiss on the back of his hand. Was this helping the whole getting undressed and changed thing? No, but Connor couldn't care less at that moment.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter went even redder at that and his smile widened as Connor kissed the back of his hand, he gazed longingly up at Connor and he grinned. There was a moment of hesitation and then leaned in so that he could give Connor a kiss on the lips. Yeah they weren't getting undressed and changed anytime soon, good thing the dinner was going to take a while to get there.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor smiled back, the grin broadening as he watched Cutter lean in and claim a kiss of his own. It was a nice change, seeing him take the lead and initiate that. Connor gave a soft, happy moan into the kiss, running his hands up along Cutter's bare back, fingers lightly tracing over his skin. It really was a shame they were as banged up as they were, cuz multitasking would have been the best of both worlds at that point. But Connor was more than content to stay as they were.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	It really, really was a shame that they couldn’t do anything more immediate about their clothing, it would have definitely helped with such a situation. Cutter let out a moan as Connor’s hands went down his back, he leaned in as close as he could, trying not to put pressure on his ribs as he gave everything to that kiss. He placed a hand on Connor’s back, gently giving it a stroke as he had done with the glove. It wasn't quite the same as the glove but it was a good compromise.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	The kiss… it was amazing in and of itself and Connor gladly lost himself in it, reading up and rest a hand against the side of Cutter's face, hesitating just a moment to make sure it wasn't the bruised side. This was nice... perfect... and then he felt Cutter's hand on his back, fingers gently running along the fabric of his shirt. Connor felt a jolt of something like electricity at that touch and he couldn't help but moan softly, breaking the kiss just enough to get out "Shirt... off... now" before pulling back and reaching down to grab the edge of his shirt. He had no clue how he was going to get it off with his ribs already starting to burn but all he knew was he wanted to feel his boyfriend's touch.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter smiled at that, taking a moment to enjoy the feel of Connor’s hand against his face … especially since it wasn’t the part of his face that was bruised. He stayed as close to Connor as he could, hardly daring to move from him. “I’ll help … “ Cutter had to take a moment to catch his breath, wincing at the pain in his ribs, “maybe if you start to lift it up I can take it off the rest of the way?” he suggested.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor returned the grin and nodded, taking half a step back, so he didn't accidentally clock Cutter with a stray elbow or anything as he started lifting the shirt up. He bit back a wince as the pain hit and swallowed down a moan and drew in a shaky breath, thankful that the jacket vest and usual layers had been shed earlier in the day already. He didn't think his body would handle this more than the one time right now.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter gently reached over to take over from Connor lifting up his shirt, “this may hurt a bit,” he said gently as he slowly began to work on the rest of the shirt, “do you think you can raise your arms for me slightly?”
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor took a slow deep breath and nodded as he slowly lifted his arms as far as he could. He got a little farther than he had expected before he had to stop. He gave another nod and held as still as he could, figuring it would be better than him trying to 'help' and just complicating the process.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“Good, that’s good Connor,” Cutter said encouragingly as he lifted the shift up and started to pull it off, “you’re doing a great job,” he assured him, he was being as gentle as he could because he didn’t want to cause Connor anymore pain.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor closed his eyes and focused on the sound of Cutter's voice and then gave a small nod. "I'm good, Nick..." he said to put his mind at ease and then took a deep breath and then shifted to help make it a little easier and faster to get the shirt off and over his head. A groan finally escaped his lips as he let his arms slide back down when it as all done, feeling far more exhausted than he thought he should.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Now that the shirt was finally off Cutter threw it to the floor, probably somewhere near where his own shirt had been discarded, “how are you feeling?” he asked softly, placing a gentle hand on Connor’s shoulder, he noted how tired Connor looked, "do you want to rest for a while?"
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"Might not... be a bad idea" Connor said softly. He turned to look at Cutter though a worried look suddenly passing over his face. "You.. you'll stay right?" he asked, still worried if he closed his eyes that Cutter would be gone and that all of this would have turned out to be a much much different dream.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	"Of course I'll stay, I'm not going anywhere," Cutter assured him gently and he leaned forward to give Connor a gentle kiss on the forehead, "I'll be right here beside you when you wake up"
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor nodded slowly, giving Cutter an appreciative and somewhat embarrassed smile He knew he was being pathetic, but he was glad he was staying all the same. "Thank you Nick...I... that means a lot to me." And with that Connor began the somewhat painful and drawn out process of trying to work himself up onto the bed and find a comfortable position. Once he was settled he looked up at Cutter and held a hand out and gave him a small inviting grin. "Join me Nick...' it was as much a question as a request and he waited for Cutter's response as the waves of sleep started to pull him under at last and he began to nod off.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter slowly began to slide down next Connor, to be there with him when he woke up, he winced a bit at the pain in his ribs but he wanted Connor to be assured that he wasn't going to be left alone. "I'm right here Connor," he said gently, "try and get some sleep,"
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	And sleep did come. And it was wonderful, finally being able to relax. Connor let himself sink into the darkness, feeling Cutter there beside him. He was safe. He was happy. Cutter was there. Until he wasn't. Cutter was gone, and it wasn't his touch he felt any more that he felt. Connor tried to get away, to run and find Cutter, but the darkness held him... SHE still held him and wouldn't let go. At some point, Connor began calling out in his sleep., because he could have sworn he heard the name 'Nick' echoing in his dream, which had quickly turned into a nightmare.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter had started to drift off to sleep himself, exhausted by the events of the day, as soon as he heard his name being called he jerked awake, “Connor?” he trembled, reaching out a tentative hand to Connor’s shoulder, “it’s okay Connor, you’re safe, it’s a nightmare, please wake up,”
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	In the dream, that touch felt anything but gentle and soft and Connor tried to turn away from it. It took a little bit of a struggle but eventually, he broke free of the nightmare, and his eyes opened as he tried to sit up, wincing in pain at the sudden movement. "Where... where is... she?" he asked, eyes wide as they scanned the room, breath heavy. "Where's... Helen?' he asked, eyes finally locking on Cutter.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“She’s not here Connor,” Cutter said gently, trying to keep him steady, “you’re safe, you’re safe from Helen,”
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor took a minute to scan the room again as he sat there in the bed and slowly nodded, the nightmare fading as he realized where he was. "S...sorry... Nick" he whispered as he put his hands to his face and sighed.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter gently gave Connor a half embrace, not wanting to startle him as he began to wake up and realise that Helen wasn’t there. “You have nothing to apologise for, it’s what Helen does, she likes to get in your head, rip you apart …it’s a power play to her,” he said softly.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor nodded slowly and then leaned into the embrace, wrapping his arms around Cutter. He took a long, deep breath focusing on the feel of Cutter there, losing himself in that as he felt the adrenaline start to fade. "Th-thank you, Nick," he mumbled against his shoulder.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	"You're welcome Connor," Cutter said gently as he kept his arms wrapped around him, embracing him for as long as he needed, "did you want to return to the living room? I'd say our dinner shouldn't be too much longer and my offer to play piano is still there for you,"
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor gave Cutter a gentle squeeze and then nodded, finally ending the hug with a small smile. "I... I think I would like that... a lot" he said softly.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter nodded, returning the small smile, "I think we should finish getting changed before we do, it might be a bit awkward answering the door," he considered, realising that both he and Connor were still shirtless.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"Eh, good point..." Connor said with a somewhat disappointed smirk. He definitely wouldn't mind if Cutter stayed shirtless the rest of the day. "I don't know about you, but I am definitely going with the easiest to put on rather than anything fashionable." Which meant one of his white undershirts because he wasn't sure his ribs would let him manage much more than that. "Want me to grab something out of the closet for you, Nick?" he asked as he gingerly managed to sit up and get to the edge of the bed.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“I think something simple is best,” Cutter agreed with a smile at that, “I don’t think our delivery driver is going to mind what we wear, even though it is London … there’s a chance us being shirtless isn’t the worst thing they’ll ever see,” he considered with a small laugh and then winced at the pain in his ribs, that was going to take a lot of getting used to. “If you could get me something to wear that would be great thank you,”
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Well that basically meant some flavor of button up shirt. Connor made his way to the closet and soon made his way back to the bed and handed Cutter a shirt. "Figured short sleeves were easier than long, and button up you don't even have to worry about really..." Because Connor would definitely not mind seeing Cutter walking around with his shirt unbuttoned.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	"I definitely need to update my wardrobe don't I?" he sighed and gave a small grin of his own, as he gratefully took the shirt. He winced a bit as he began to put it on but putting it on seemed to be going better than what taking the shift off had been, "I think I might leave it unbuttoned, I think my ribs would thank me for it," Well maybe not just your ribs Cutter.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Oh yes, definitely do it for the sake of the ribs, Cutter! Like there was not a single other reason Connor had chosen to be walking around half-dressed himself. Was purely for the comfort factor. No, really... it was... "Well, we can always plan that shopping trip for sooner rather than later" he added with a grin.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	It was definitely the comfort factor yes. You’re welcome Connor and Cutter definitely appreciated the half dressed look as well. “That’s true, we do have a couple of days off now,” Cutter grinned, “maybe if we’re up to it before we’re due back at the ARC, we could try and see about a shopping trip?” He hesitated, grimacing a bit at the pain in his ribs, “I mean, Lester didn’t say anything about having to stay here,”
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"That is true. And I mean he just said not to work and to take it easy.... shopping trips can be very therapeutic." Comic book and geek merch shopping trips were therapeutic for Connor... clothes shopping might be a little different, But then again, having Cutter there would likely make a huge difference. "So shall we?" Connor asked with a nod back towards the door. "Rested enough to make the trek back?" he added, holding out a hand for Cutter to take if he wanted or needed.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“Even better if we charge Lester’s card,” Cutter mused, “he’s being rather generous lately hasn’t he?” He probably wouldn’t feel that way when he saw his credit card bill. You were already pushing it with the DC trip Cutter. “I’m ready,” Cutter nodded, reaching out gratefully for Connor’s hand since he still wasn’t quite up to walking on his own just yet.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"Hey might as well use it while we have it" Connor agreed. He gave Cutter a grin and then gripped his hand to help him to his feet. "Nice and steady there, Nick. Don't rush, I got you" Connor said as he helped Cutter get his balance a bit first.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“That was my reasoning as well,” Cutter smiled as he swayed slightly while he tried to keep his balance, “it might be a nice distraction after everything today,” He let out a groan of pain as he managed to stand upright.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"A distraction for another day I think," Connor said gently as he kept a firm grip on Cutter's hand and put another on his back to give some extra support. "Let's make it back to the couch and have dinner, then we can start figuring out our sudden vacation to-do-list. Sound good?"
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“That sounds like a good idea,” Cutter nodded slowly, “I think our dinner should be here pretty soon “ and his stomach rumbled right on cue, “ I think I’m hungrier than I thought,” he said as he leaned against Connor for support.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"Yeah should be here any minute," Connor said with a nod, slipping an arm around Cutter's shoulder to pull him closer and keep him steady as they made their way down the hall. "Alright, almost there. You're doing good Nick..." he said a few minutes later as they finally reached the couch. "Down you go" Connor said slowly helping him ease down onto the couch.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“Thank you,” Cutter said grateful for Connor’s assistance as he sank down on the couch carefully, he glanced over at the piano, “any requests for what you’d like me to play later?” he said with a smile.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"I'll let you pick what you want to play" Connor said with a grin as he leaned over and kissed the top of Cutter's head. He was about to say something else when there was a knock on the door. "Ah perfect timing," he said, glancing at the door. "You sit I'll go get the food."
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter was not going to object to that, he’d gotten comfortable on the couch and the idea of moving just then wasn’t something he was looking forward to. “Okay,” he agreed with a small smile, “I’m staying right here,” he told Connor. It was probably going to be one of the only times he was actually going to obey instructions wasn’t it?
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Probably, but Connor wasn't going to press the issue down the road and simply take the small victory where he could. And as a reward, Connor returned a short time later with the bags of food. "Lunch is served" he said as he set them on the table. "You want to start figuring out what is what, and I'll grab us some drinks?" Connor really didn't want to get up once he sat down, his ribs were really starting to protest being upright for so long. "Got a preference on drinks?"
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter smiled warmly at the thought of food, "I can definitely do that," he assured Connor, wincing just a bit as he leaned forward to start going through the bags, "I don't have any preferences on drinks, I'll have whatever you go with,"
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"Sounds good" Connor called out from the kitchen as he searched the fridge for whatever there was. It was probably a very good thing they are ordered in food given the state of the fridge. "Alright so that's a bottle of Carlberg for each and a pop for each of us as well" Connor said as he walked back in and set the bottles down on the table. "How's the food looking?" he asked as his stomach growled hungrily.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter nodded, “I don’t know when the last time I actually did any food shopping was for this place,” he admitted, he turned his focus to the containers he’d spread out on the coffee table, “but everything looks good, this is your wonton soup and double beef chow mein,” he nodded to the containers on the table for Connor.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"Awesome! I'm starving" Connor said with a smile as he gingerly lowered himself onto the couch and then settled back after grabbing one of the containers and a set of chopsticks. "We can always make a day of the shopping," he said around the first bite that was already in his mouth. "Do some clothes shopping then hit one of the locals for the basics. Not sure how long we'll be here this time around but couldn't hurt to keep some things on hand."
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter decided to start with the soup first, gently picking up the container and bringing it towards him, "that's true, we can do that I mean we technically have two full days so even if we spend time resting tomorrow, we can go the next day ... maybe even go up to Oxford street?" he considered as he opened his container.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor gave a big grin at that. "Food, rest, and an outing... sounds like a plan to me." Connor grabbed one of the silverware packets out of the bag and held one out to Cutter. "Need this, or ya just going to caveman it like I usually do?" Look, spoons and such were alright but sometimes you just needed to drink nice hot soup right out of the bowl.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“Perfect plan, I hate to say this and please don’t tell Lester I said this but he was right, we did need these couple of days,” Cutter admitted with a sheepish grin and then his smile widened at the rest of what Connor was saying, “you know what maybe I’ll go caveman on this one,” he said, gently lifting the lid gently off the container.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"Wouldn't think of such a thing" Connor said with a smirk. Lord, Lester didn't need to get any bigger of a head! "Secret is safe with me" he added with a wink and a slight head tilt as he looked from Cutter to the food on the table. "I think I might join ya on that actually," he said as he traded out the containers and then lifted the container to Cutter with a grin and then slowly lifted it to his lips.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter smiled at that, lifting his own container to his lips, "cheers," he gently raised his own container to his lips and began to slowly drink the soup, the soup splashed to the sides and some spilled out on the carpet. He had to stop drinking and he couldn't help it, he giggled, "good thing I own this place right?"
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor just laughed, an actual laugh... at least until his ribs made him stop, reminding him that the were still very much not happy with him just then. "Can't take you anywhere" he said with a smirk and then reached out and rubbed his thumb over Cutter's chin, wiping at the dribble there.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter smiled at that and smiled even more at hearing Connor laugh like that and just smiled happily at Connor, enjoying the touch of Connor's thumb on his chin, "well I am a bit out of practice with drinking soup straight out of the container," he admitted, because it clearly hadn't been obvious with the mess he'd just made, "but it's good soup," he added.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"It really is, isn’t it?" Connor said in agreement, though he was admittedly a bit distracted. Maybe it was the effects of the adrenaline wearing off.... or the whole being thankful they were still alive bit.... or the fact that it had been far too long since the two had had any real time together... but whatever it was, Connor was finding his attention going to Cutter more than the food. And the whole open shirt thing was not helping this at all Cutter!
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter couldn't help it with the shirt, it was totally the ribs fault yes. Entirely to do with the ribs. As he stared at Connor, he placed the container of soup down and adjusted his position on the couch so he could look more directly at Connor, he winced slightly at the movement. The food could always be reheated right? "It really is," he echoed happily.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"Really... really... nice" Connor said, the food containers all but forgotten on the table. "But not as nice as this" he said with a sly grin as he leaned closer to kiss Cutter. One hand was on the couch to make sure he didn't lean into him too much, the other hand slowly went to rest on Cutter's chest.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	"Mmm..." Cutter murmured as Connor's lips met his and it was really, really nice, he carefully placed his hand on Connor's back so that he could begin stroking it as he leaned into the kiss. He had also completely forgotten about the food, funny how that worked.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Total mystery that.... But what wasn't a mystery was how good that hand felt, and Connor moaned into the kiss slightly. As he carefully deepened the kiss, he ran his gloved hand down Cutter's chest and then back again.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter definitely liked the feel of Connor's gloved hand on his chest and he let out a moan as Connor repeated the moment, eventually something like breathing would require the need to stop the kiss but Cutter was determined to keep it going as long as he possibly could, savouring every moment of this. He gently caressed Connor's back, going up and down with his hand, similar to what Connor was doing on his chest.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor finally broke the kiss, the throbbing in his side and chest finally too much. With a deep breath, he rested his head against Cutter's, a grin on his face. "Feels good," he muttered softly. "Really... really good. Never thought... something so simple... but it's very... very nice" he said, trying to catch his breath a bit.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“It does feel good and so very nice,” Cutter agreed softly, with a wide smile, gently rubbing Connor’s back as Connor leaned against his head. “I never … it’s been so long since I’ve felt anything like this,” he admitted, “and every time I’m with you, you make me so happy Connor, I … I’m glad that we can enjoy these moments together … I love you so much,” he said softly.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	“I’ve never been happier... than I have been with you, Nick" Connor said, idling running his hand along that same path. "No matter what we do... where we are.... what is happening... I love all the time I get to be with you." Connor shifted slightly so he could look at Cutter fully. "I love you Nick... so much."
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“And I love you Connor,” Cutter just took a moment to smile at Connor, at how nice this all was … it would be absolutely perfect if it weren’t for the ache in his ribs but he couldn’t think of anything else to say right then so he moved his head slightly so that he could give Connor a kiss, he was starting to feel more comfortable about initiating moments like this.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"It's amazing," Connor said with a smirk "how much things can change ... Never imagined my professor would end up being my boyfriend. But I wouldn't change a thing about it" Connor said, leaning into the kiss slightly and then shifting to kiss along Cutter's jaw, keeping to the side that wasn't bruised.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter let out a soft moan as Connor kissed him along his jaw, “well considering I didn’t even know who you were two years when you came running up to me with this wild theory of monsters being spotted …I never thought you would be my boyfriend either,” he said with a grin, taking a moment to appreciate how nice those kisses felt. He raised the hand that been on Connor’s back to Connor's hair and then shifted his free hand to Connor’s back and began to gently run his fingers through Connor’s hair. He could definitely get used to this.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor hummed slightly in agreement, not wanting to stop what he was doing long enough to answer with words. As he felt Cutter's fingers slide through his hair he gave a soft moan and pulled away for a moment to lean back into that touch. He could definitely get used to this... all of this. "Good thing you got a nice couch," he said with a smirk as he leaned back in to resume the kisses, slowly moving down Cutter's neck. As he did he paused and looked up with a somewhat questioning look. "You ok... with... this?" he asked, knowing this was as new for Cutter as it was for him.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	"It's a very nice couch," Cutter agreed happily, gazing up at Connor with a warm smile. Then he nodded at Connor's question, "I am," he breathed, he appreciated Connor asking ... he gently ran his fingers through Connor's hair when he saw how much Connor seemed to like this, "and are you okay with this?" he asked gently.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor gave a small sigh of relief at hearing that. He knew what Nick had said and how he felt... he felt the same in return. But that still didn't stop the doubt from creeping in all the same. He had pretty much given up hope he'd ever find anyone willing to really see him for who he was, but Nick had, and he was, and Connor was still just finding it hard at times to believe this was actually real. "I am more than ok with this... with us..." Connor said with a soft sincere smile. He closed his eyes for a moment just enjoying.... this. "If I wasn't worried about hurting you... I'd be doing a lot more of this" he said planting a soft kiss on the other cheek. He pulled back instead and looked at Cutter for a moment then pulled back slowly. "How about you help me with these in the meantime?" he asked with a small grin as he leaned over and grabbed the fresh pair of gloves he had brought out of the bedroom with them. The ones he had on really were in a sorry state, and now he had added soup to the list of offenses. "Could use your help... if you... you want..."
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter smiled softly at that, moving his hands back so he could sit up and look directly at Connor. “I do want to help,” he assured him and carefully took Connor’s hand in his own, he did have to be a bit more careful since there was soup on there but he didn’t really mind and gave the gloves a gentle stroke first before he began to carefully take it off.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor watched, finding himself a bit surprised at how something so simple, something he had done a million times before, now suddenly felt so different, and good. Changing his gloves had always been almost a ritual of sorts for the longest time, sort of like changing clothes or changing out from one day to the next. It had always just felt special... and he had always done it alone. Until now. And now that he was sitting there, with the man he loved, with Cutter, it just felt right. Letting him see this part of him, Connor felt a twinge of uncertainty but he knew Cutter would understand. And as he sat there, Connor realized one other thing. Going without the gloves might have to happen a little more often. But only for Cutter. This was only for him.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter smiled gently as he focused on Connor’s on his gloves, gently caressing them as he peeled them back. One glove had been removed and he gently started on the other, repeating the same process. “There you go, now did you want me to put the new ones on for you as well?” he asked gently, still holding Connor’s hand in his.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor looked at Cutter, not quite sure how to answer that question just then. Slowly he nodded, the grin on his face broadening somewhat. "I'd like the help, yes." Connor hesitated a moment, worried for a moment that Cutter would think he was crazy, then continued. "It feels odd in a way... Not having them on. I usually do," he said as if anyone needed reminding of the fact. "I feel... Naked almost. But.. it also feels nice,. Very nice". He looked at Cutter and gave a shy smile. "I could get use to this "
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“ I do like you wearing them,” Cutter smiled, feeling himself go a bit red at that, “I like how they feel when you wear them,” he added, his blush deepening. “And I could get used to this as well,” his smile widened, he gazed happily at Connor for a while, extended his hand for the new gloves to put on, “may I?”
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	And that look would always be absolutely adorable. Connor smiled and nodded handing over the gloves to Cutter and then holding his hand out. This could definitely be a thing he could get used to, and he had to concentrate to hold back the soft moan that threatened to escape at the feel of Cutter's fingers on his hands.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter could easily spend the rest of the day just holding Connor's hands in his, he still liked holding them even if he wasn't wearing gloves and he took his time as he took the gloves and began to gently put the new ones on, gently caressing Connor's hand while he put the gloves back on. "There we are," Cutter said with a smile as he finished, "how does that feel?" he still hadn't let go of Connor's hands just yet.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	And Connor could easily sit and let him do what he was doing all day.... it was already hard to focus on anything else, as evidenced by the fact that he hardly registered that Cutter had asked him a question just then. "Oh, ummmm, feels nice. Really nice" he said, giving his fingers a quick flex, but not pulling them away at all. "Thank you, Nick" he said softly.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“You’re welcome,” Cutter smiled happily and then after a few moments of just sitting there and holding Connor’s hands and just taking the time to enjoy this moment they were sharing, he leaned in to give Connor another kiss.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor could definitely get used to there being many more moments like this. He smiled fondly and then the smile broadened as Cutter leaned in for the kiss, which he returned eagerly. Then Connor remembered what Cutter had said just moments before about liking the feel of the gloves as much as he did. He smiled into the kiss he left one hand where it was and then slowly lifted the other, laying it on the side of Cutter's face and began gently stroking his cheek with his thumb. Somewhere in the back of his mind, he wondered for a split second if that was the injured side or not, but the thought faded almost as quickly as it came and Connor was losing himself fully in the moment.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter let out a moan at the feel of Connor’s glove rubbing his cheeks. He gently leaned into the kiss, to keep it going as long as possible. For the hand that Connor had kept where it was, Cutter began to gently stroke it up and down like he had done with and this was definitely something he could get used to. He let out another long moan. Yes he could definitely get used to all of this.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor moaned into the kiss, not wanting it to end either though eventually, they would need to come up for air. Slowly he slid his hand around to the back of Cutter's head pulling him closer. After everything.... Connor was gladly losing himself in the way this felt. He could definitely get used to this. "Love you Nick..." he whispered, finally breaking the kiss just long enough to catch his breath a bit.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	As nice as all of this was, breathing was also a nice thing and Cutter trembled slightly as he got his breath back, “and I love you Connor,” he smiled warmly, “so much…” Cutter took a moment to appreciate the feel of Connor’s hand at the back of his neck, the way the gloves on the back of his neck made him feel and he raised his own hand to put on the back of Connor’s neck. He smiled up at Connor, “I’m really happy that we can be together,” he said softly.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor nodded, trying to catch his breath still. Leaning his head against Cutter's he gave a soft happy sigh, a shiver running through him as he closed his eyes, just enjoying the feel of Cutter's hands on him. "I never thought... I'd ever have anything like this... Being with you is... its perfect. You are perfect, Nick. I... I've never been happier than I am right now... right here... with you."
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter closed his eyes, feeling Connor’s words wash over him … he had never felt like this when he had been Helen and Stephen … he hadn’t known that feeling like this was possible until he’d been with Connor, “this is more than I could have ever imagined... you make me very happy and being with you Connor … this is amazing and I …” his voice trailed off, he hesitated and then he began to try and pull Connor down on top of him, he was trying to be careful so that he didn’t injure himself.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor blinked in surprise, having gotten lost in Cutter's words and touch just then that the sudden shift caught him off guard. But it didn't last long and he smiled warmly at the feel of Cutter's hand pulling at the back of his neck. Slowly Connor leaned over, following his lead, putting one hand on the arm of the couch near Cutter's head and the other on the edge, trying to keep himself as supported as he could so he didn't hurt Cutter. Connor watched his face closely, trying to gauge if he was ok and waiting for Cutter to move as they started to settle into a comfortable position. "You are gorgeous, Nick..." he whispered, not caring how ridiculous that might sound just then. It was true and he wanted to make sure Cutter knew it.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter smiled warmly, basking in Connor’s words as he lay there in his arms, he was more than okay and this just felt right, he was ready and he wanted nothing more than to be with Connor. “And you are very handsome Connor,” he said gently, reaching the hand that wasn’t on Connor’s neck to gently stroke his face.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor tried to ignore the sudden flush of heat he felt on his face at those words as his head tilted into that touch for a moment. "I love you Nick..." he whispered with a soft moan. "and I almost lost you..." Connor lowered his head and nuzzled against Cutter's shoulder and sighed. "I don't want to make that mistake again..."
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter just embraced Connor, enjoying the feel of him nuzzling against his shoulder. “and I love you,” he said gently, “I’m, I’m sorry,” he said softly, “that I put myself in danger with the Mammoth,” Because that was definitely what Connor was referring to wasn’t it?
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Yeah... totally just the Mammoth, that was the ONLY scene running through Connor's mind right then. With a slow, deep breath, Connor pushed that aside. He wanted to tell Cutter, to warn him of what might still happen...But he knew he couldn't risk it. Something minor had changed, and an entire person was erased from reality... the thought of him accidentally causing the same thing, of losing Nick... Connor didn't want to think about that any more than he already did. "You're safe. You're here. That's all that matters," Connor said softly. "Just, promise... promise me you won't leave me." Connor gave a small shuddering sigh and shifted slightly, slipped one hand under Cutter's shirt and sliding it to his back and pulled him close. Connor knew that was an unfair thing to ask, he knew any such promise would be empty in a way. But he just needed to hear it.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“I won’t leave you Connor,” Cutter assured him, even though as soon as he said those words he wondered if maybe that was something that he shouldn’t have promised … his job with the ARC was dangerous, not to mention being constantly on Helen’s radar, “I … I’m not going anywhere,” he said quietly and he raised a hand to give Connor’s cheek a gentle stroke. Cutter let out a moan as Connor’s hand went to his back and was quite happy to being moved in closer to Connor.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor nodded and smiled, just relishing the feel of being there, of Cutter being there. Whatever happened, they would deal with it. Right now.. all he wanted, all he needed was right here.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter took a few more moments to savour how nice this was and focus on being with Connor, where he didn’t have to worry about Helen or Stephen or the anomalies and then he followed Connor's earlier move, lifting Connor's shirt and then slowly and gently moved his hand to Connor’s back to give it a gentle stroke as he inched even closer to give Connor a kiss.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor returned the kiss, losing himself in it until he needed to breathe again. With a small smirk he sat back on his knees and then reached down and grabbed the hem of his shirt, following Cutter's progress and started pulling it off over his head. Tossing it aside, he leaned over and kissed Cutter again, "Now where were we?" he asked with a needy moan.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter let out a moan at those kisses, savouring each one for as long as he could. “Mmm…” Cutter barely heard Connor, he was very distracted by Connor taking off his shirt and he took a moment to appreciate it and then sat up a bit, he reached out to give Connor’s stomach a gentle rub as he did. “At least we left my shirt unbuttoned right?” Cutter breathed out, wishing he could just shrug out of his shirt and keep kissing Connor but he realised reluctantly he was going to need help to remove his shirt, “I … uh may need a little help,” he said a bit sheepishly, feeling himself go red as he gazed longingly up at Connor.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"Let me help you with that, Nick...." Connor said with a grin as he shifted slightly and looked down at him, gently sliding his hands under the shirt and starting to push it off Cutter's shoulders. Connor hesitated a moment, making sure he wasn't hurting him in the process and realized his hands were shaking slightly. It was perfect, and terrifying all at once.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter noticed Connor's shaking hands, even if it was only slightly, "are .. are you okay?" he said softly, reaching the hand that wasn't currently trying to ease his shirt back to place his hand in Connor's to stop it shaking, "we don't have to do this, if you would rather we didn't," he said gently.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"No... I want this... I need this..." Connor said shaking his head and gently running his hand over Cutter's chest. "I just..." Connor felt his face redden. "I just…" He looked down at Cutter, hoping he wasn't screwing this up already. "I.. don't want to disappoint..." he whispered as he looked down at the hand Cutter had in his.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“I want this to,” Cutter said gently, giving Connor’s hand a gentle squeeze, “being able to share this with you, you could never disappoint me Connor … I want to be with you, I choose you,” he added, referring back to what he’d told him earlier.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor nodded, letting those words sink in as he relaxed a little. And then a smirk spread over his face as he looked down at Cutter. "I'm your meta for Pokemon am I?" he asked with a laugh. "Good, because I will always choose you too, Nick Cutter," he said as he leaned over and kissed along his shoulder as he finished pushing the shirt back off his shoulders, and working it down his arms.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“I don’t actually know what that means,” Cutter admitted because someone had missed the Pokemon craze of the late 90s/early 2000s, probably actually living under a literal rock at that time but he smiled fondly at Connor and let out a soft moan as Connor began kissing down his shoulders, he could definitely get used to this. “But I do like the sound of that,” He snuggled in closer to Connor, enjoying the feel of those kisses on his exposed skin and gently reached a hand to Connor’s back to give it a gentle massage.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"Oh one more thing I get to teach Professor Cutter about? Sounds good to me" Connor said with a grin, thinking about the impressive collection of cards he had ready to go. "And so does this...." He then turned his attention back to the very very important task at hand, dropping Cutter's shirt to the floor as he continued kissing along his shoulder. He gave a soft moan at the feel of Cutter's hands on his back and he returned the favor by sliding a hand down along his ribs slowly and deliberately.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“And the learner has become the master,” Cutter said with a grin as he referred to a line from a very familiar movie to Connor, “I will look forward to your teachings,” Then he had to stop as Connor’s hand as it went along his ribs, the feel of the glove as it ran along them, they felt so nice and soothing, which considering how bruised they were was truly impressive and he let out a moan as he ran his hand along Connor’s back and up into his hair, focusing to tenderly massage on his hair.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"Ok you are so sexy when you go all geek on me like that" Connor said with a smirk. He propped himself up a little so he could watch Cutter's face as he ran his hand up and down over the ribs lightly, making sure he wasn't hurting him at all. He had started to say something but all coherent words faded as he felt Cutter's hands run up the back of his neck and through his hair. It felt amazing... no one had ever done that before.... Connor tried to tell Cutter, to let him know just how good it all felt... but all that would come out was a whispered "Nick..." as he let Cutter pull him closer.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“I have my moments,” Cutter said with a grin as Connor drew in closer and he let out another louder moan as Connor’s gloves moved up and down his ribs, Cutter adjusted his position slightly so he could lean in further and he leaned in to kiss the nape of Connor’s neck as he continued his gentle massage through Connor’s hair. He understood and he leaned into that embrace, he gave Connor a gentle hug of assurance. “I love you so much,” he said again as he nuzzled into Connor’s neck.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	A shuddering moan of pleasure escaped him as Connor leaned into the touch, trying to memorize exactly how every bit of it felt. “I love you Nick.. so... much..." he said, leaning over and kissing down the side of Cutter's neck, his hand resting on his side, gently stroking along the waistband. As he did, he leaned over and kissed the side of Cutter's neck again, hesitating ever so slightly before flicking his tongue out lightly over the sensitive skin there, waiting to see how Cutter responded.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	And Cutter responded by gasping out as Connor’s tongue went over his neck and he let out a moan of pleasure, his eyes widened at how nice that was … the desire that flowed through him and he rewarded Connor with several kisses into the nape of his neck, his hands rubbing up and down Connor’s back and there was a brief moment of hesitation before he finished the movement with slipping his hand into Connor’s boxers and giving his buttock a gentle squeeze.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	The feeling washing over Connor was like nothing he had ever felt before. Every nerve felt like it was on fire and the moan of pleasure that escaped him was followed by another long but more deliberate trail down Cutter's neck and across his shoulder. He trembled slightly at the feel of Cutter's hand along his back, a needful moan escaped his lips as he felt those calloused fingers squeeze gently. Normally he would have been embarrassed at how needy he sounded. But right then, he could care less as long as Cutter didn't stop. And to encourage him, Connor ran one hand around his back, holding him close, while the other slid down over Cutter's shorts, fingers sliding up under them slightly, fingers returning the same gentle squeeze on Cutter's thighs.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter shivered, moaning as he leaned against Connor and was definitely encouraged by Connor’s squeeze of his thighs and rubbing his back. Helen and Stephen had always been dominant and rough, this was the exact opposite of that and being with Connor, sharing this intimacy with him … With trembling fingers he ran his fingers all over Connor’s backside, gently squeezing and stroking and then, realising he did want more … he wanted more and to share this with Connor, he closed his eyes and went to the elastic of Connor’s boxers and slowly began to slide them down.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"God... Nick..." Connor moaned feeling his hands on his skin. No one had ever done this... made him feel like this... treated him like he was something special... something, someone wanted... and Connor loved it, loved that it was Nick making him feel this way. A small shiver went through him and as he felt Cutter start to tug at his boxers. With a soft moan of pleasure, Connor tilted his head and looked down at Cutter, just taking in everything as his own hand slid down, tracing along his waistband as well. Connor nodded, an answer to the silent question and searched Cutter's face for a moment before starting to mimic his moves as well.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter was not used to being the one leading in this situation and seeing that look … that nod of consent, it filled him with immeasurable pleasure.At seeing Connor's own questioning expression, Cutter nodded his consent as well. Cutter was slow and gentle, taking the time to run his hand further down Connor’s back side, he began to slide Connor’s boxers off. Being able to share this with Connor, he wanted to be gentle, to show that he WAS special, that it was important for Cutter to love him and caress him this intimately … it was beyond anything that he had ever imagined it would be and he wanted to take his time with this, to not rush them.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor's mind was at war with itself in that moment. Part of him wanted more of this and right now and the other wanted to make this last so he could remember every single bit of it. As he felt Cutter's hands, those soft loving caresses, Connor pulled away, breaking contact just long enough to shift so he could get the boxers off easier. He felt like he could melt under that gaze as he got back in place and started slowly working on removing the offensive shorts that now left Cutter far too dressed for his liking. "Let me do it" he said softly, putting a hand on Cutter's chest. He didn’t want Cutter to try and move too much. It really was a miracle ( or something else maybe really) that he hadn't already. Connor leaned over and kissed a trail down Cutter's neck and chest as he slowly hooked his fingers and began sliding the shorts down.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter let out a soft moan, he really wanted to keep going but he knew that they did need to remove the last of their clothing ... with the exception of Connor's gloves and he reluctantly nodded, he knew that he did need help to remove his clothing and he trusted Connor to be able to help him. "Okay," he groaned softly, taking a moment to catch his breath and then let out a gasp at Connor's trail of kisses but he carefully sat up a bit so that Connor could take those shorts off. His hands tightened on Connor's back and he gave them a gentle rub.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor waited till Cutter was ready, shifting to make this as easy and comfortable as possible for him. Cutter had been so gentle, so careful, so loving. And Connor wanted to make sure he returned the same now as he ran his hands down Cutter's ribs, over his hips and then hooked his fingers over the elastic and began slowly sliding the shorts down. With a triumphant grin, he dropped them to the floor a moment later and slowly leaned back into Cutter, gazing at him as he did. "God, Nick.... do you have any idea how amazing you look?" he breathed softly, because even with the bruises and scrapes, Connor thought he was absolutely perfect.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter went bright red at that, he was definitely not used to any of this from Helen and Stephen and words failed him as he gazed longingly up at Connor, taking in his own naked form and yes, especially those gloves. He felt a little self conscious with his bruising but Connor had been so gentle and careful making sure he was not hurt and he had appreciated every touch and caress. “I could say the same for you Connor,” he said with a grin as he brought a hand up on Connor’s chest to begin gently caressing his front side now, giving it the same careful attention that he had given his back.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor felt his face flush, nearly deeper than Cutter's at those words and that look Cutter was giving him. He figured this all was as new for Cutter as it was for him, his experiences with Helen and Stephen not painting them to be ones for cuddles and caresses. Connor wanted to give that to Nick, to the man he loved. He deserved it, especially after everything Helen and Stephen had done to him, just within the last 12 hours. Connor groaned in pleasure at the light caresses and ran his hands over Cutter's shoulders, down his arms, and back up again, making sure to go slow, and ensuring he kept the gloves in contact with Cutter's skin as much as he could.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter’s entire body felt on fire at those touches, the feel of Connor’s gloves on his skin and he moaned in pleasure as he enjoyed every moment … every touch .. the longing he felt as Connor moved up and down his skin … He had never gotten to enjoy something like with Helen or Stephen and he appreciated and loved Connor so much for taking his time, for being gentle and loving and he let out another moan as he relished in the feel of those gloves. Meanwhile Cutter was making sure to reciprocate in kind, gently rubbing Connor’s front up and down, taking the time to focus on each part of exposed skin and slowly moving to his groin and giving it a gentle message.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	A loud moan of pleasure escaped Connor's lips at that touch, his brain feeling like it was short-circuiting and his body like it was on autopilot. He shifted slightly, hips bucking as if controlled by something else at that moment. His entire body trembling with the pleasure he felt. Connor reached out, holding him close and slid one up into his hair, tangling his fingers in the currently unruly locks. Connor looked at Cutter for a moment, trying to memorize the way he looked and then he descended. In one quick move, he was capturing Cutter's lips in a passionate kiss, deeper and harder than any before. This felt good. Right. Perfect. And as he deepened the kiss, biting gently at Cutter's bottom lip as he did, Connor's body trembled as another needful moan escaped him.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter leaned into that kiss just as passionately, the thrill of pleasure that he felt at Connor biting his lip and a soft moan escaped, one hand gently rubbing Connor’s thighs and groin and his other hand going to Connor’s back to gently caress his backside. His body filled with longing for Connor’s touch, he didn’t want this to stop, he had never thought it was possible to feel this way, after everything. He let out another moan.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor gave a small groan as he broke the kiss just long enough to catch his break and look at Cutter longingly. "Keep that up... and I'm not going to be able to control myself... Nick," he said in a hoarse whisper. It was half a warning, half a threat. Cutter's touch was driving him mad and he was desperate for more. Connor had never felt this way before. He didn't know it was possible to feel this way.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“Oh?” Cutter looked up Connor with a playful smirk, the hand on Connor’s back sliding up and down and then up before resting in his hair and he gently played with it, “is that a challenge Connor Temple?” He smiled happily up at him, his body aching for more … the desire only increasing.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"A promise," he groaned as he closed his eyes. The shift of hands to his hair and that smirk were driving him mad, and that playful quip was all he needed to hear. Connor grabbed a handful of hair at the back of Cutter's head and pulled his head back, firmly yet gently as he kissed down the side of his neck again, pausing to nip at the pulse point, focusing his attention there as his other hand slid down over Cutter's chest, then over his stomach, and then along his groin, hand gripping and massaging as he did. Somewhere in the back of his mind, one thought sprang forward and Connor latched onto it in that moment. Helen and Stephen had left their marks on Cutter, on his lover, and he decided right then, right there, it was his mark he wanted to see on Nick for once.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	It felt like Cutter’s body was on fire and he let out a cry of pleasure then, at Connor’s passion, his body arched and he ignored the throbbing in his ribs, the ecstasy that he was feeling outweighing any lingering physical pain. He wanted this … he wanted only Connor’s touch … those gloves …he didn’t want to be with anyone else. “Connor,” he moaned out his name, “don’t stop please … ” He gently caressed Connor’s hair, while his other hand continued to rub along Connor’s chest and down his groin and into his thighs.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"Not... planning... to...Nick..." Connor said breathlessly, each word punctuated with a nip or kiss. Connor slid a hand to Cutter's back, pulling him closer as his own body arched in response to Cutter's needful and passionate touch, driving their bodies together. Connor's hand stayed on his back, trying to support Cutter as he shifted, hand sliding between them. Every nerve in his body felt like it was electrified,and every touch, every sensation of Cutter's hand on him, his skin against his, only intensified that exquisite feeling. And then Connor finally his hand further, forcing himself to slow down, if only so he didn't miss the reaction on his lover's face. Slowly he wrapped his hand around Cutter, and he looked down into Cutter's eyes as his thumb moving slowly, tentatively.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter let out a cry of pleasure at each nip and kiss and words failed him as he focused on the pure bliss that was surging through his body, how alive Cutter was feeling … how much he wanted. Cutter’s eyes widened at the slow delicate movement of Connor’s thumb and the joy and pleasure he felt at each touch. His body was on fire, he was floating, soaring and he did t want to come back down to Earth He wanted to be lost in this feeling for as long as possible. He gently rubbed Connor’s groin and thighs, determined to make sure Connor was also getting to experience the unadulterated bliss he was feeling right then.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	It was probably a very good thing that Cutter lived in his own house and not a flat or something; otherwise, the neighbors on either side would likely have been able to hear Connor's cry of pleasure as the seemingly endless waves of pleasure Cutter was sending through him. It was so intense, so passionate, so perfect it was almost painful. His head was swimming and he felt light-headed, he couldn't think straight, and could barely form a coherent thought. And Connor wished it would never stop. Nothing he had ever experienced in his life compared to the unadulterated joy, bliss, and... happiness... that Connor felt then. All that mattered was them, was Cutter, no other thought existed in his mind, other than wanting to show Cutter just how much he loved him, how much he wanted him, how much he needed him. Connor was never the best with words, even in the best of times he knew this, so he just hoped that Cutter knew just how much he meant to him and how much he was in love with him... with them. "Nick..." Connor moaned, barely able to say a word, his name falling from his lips again and again as rode each wave of pleasure, praying Nick understood.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter understood and the hand that was not gently massaging Connor’s thighs and groin, went up to Connor’s face to give it a gentle stroke, to say that he understood that sometimes there weren’t the words to describe the connection they were sharing right now and yes he was definitely feeling grateful that the walls were rather thick and he wasn’t going to be disturbing his next door neighbours, not that he actually knew who any of them were. A cry of pleasure escaped then as he gazed into Connor’s eyes, memorising every detail of his face as he cusped his in his hand and then he leaned into to give Connor a kiss, gently biting at his lip as he did.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	A soft needful moan, almost a whimper, escaped Connor as he felt Cutter's teeth along his lip. He loved this side of Cutter. His one hand tightened its grip slightly as he leaned into the kiss, encouraging Cutter to keep going. His other hand slid up Cutter's back before dragging down slowly, sliding fingers along his spine, nails digging in probably a little more than he actually meant to. Connor let out a shuddering moan as a thought crossed his mind, the thought of what the two of them must look like. And it sent a shiver of delight through him as he felt his face heat up.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Well the nails digging into his back wasn’t anything new …he had been with Helen and Stephen after all and the pleasure he felt at those nails …he let out a moan and he carefully tightened his grip in Connor’s crotch area as he thoroughly massaged it all the while he leaned into that kiss and giving Connor’s lips a playful bite as he did.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Everything was starting to blur into one nearly overwhelming feeling of absolutely euphoric bliss for Connor. "Nick..." he gasped hoarsely, "I... I can't... I... god that feels so good, Nick..." How this could make him feel more complete than he had ever felt in his life, while also making him feel as if he was coming undone with every touch, it was beyond him. He had never been with anyone that made him feel like this, not even close, and it just made him crave it all the more as he deepened the kiss.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“Is this too much?” Cutter asked, panting softly, he was worried about hurting Connor, “we can slow down if you want to?” his body started protesting when he slowed down, it wanted more…it wanted that fire and passion and that pure joy but he knew this could be a lot as well. He hungrily returned that kiss, eagerly leaning into it as much as he could, to keep it going as much as he could.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor shook his head firmly. "No... I... don't want this to stop... ever..." he said as he leaned over and rested his head against Cutters. He took a long breath and closed his eyes, fighting against the one fear that was creeping up in the back of his mind though. "I... I don't how much longer I... " Connor swallowed hard. "I can last." Connor sighed. It had been a long time since "Ten-Second Temple" had been a nickname he had to contend with. But he still was terrified of letting Cutter down, of screwing up and messing up such a good thing. He wrapped his arm around Cutter and pulled his close, trying to push that from his mind, and focus on this... one them... on Nick.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	"I don't want this to stop either Connor," Cutter said gently as Connor pulled him close and he wrapped his arms around him in a hug, his hands gently massaging his back, "this has been incredible, being with you, being able to share this with you ... thank you Connor," he tightened the embrace just a little as he leaned against him.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"You... are amazing... this... this is amazing... all of it" Connor said into Cutter's shoulder, biting his lip to keep the 'the exact opposite of me' from slipping out. He deserved it, though, he had messed up again, and ruined the good thing he had going. Connor sighed and tightened his hold on Cutter slightly. "Thank you... Nick... for, giving me a chance... for... seeing me like no one ever has before.. I... I don't deserve any of this," he whispered before he could stop those words from tumbling out.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter closed his eyes at hearing Connor talk like that and in response tightened his hug, “you deserve all of this, you deserve someone who makes you happy … you deserve to be loved, I …” it was here that Cutter hesitated, “I … I hope I’m worthy of that love, that I can make you happy,” he said softly.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"I am happy.." Connor said as he pulled back slightly and looked at Cutter, reaching up to run a hand along his cheek again. "YOU make me happy, Nick. More than anyone ever has... There's no one else I want... no one else I need... I love you Nick," Connor looked into Cutter's eyes and then leaned close and kissed him. It was a kiss softer than what they had been sharing but Connor hoped Cutter knew how much love there was behind it.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter knew that it was a kiss with a lot of love and he reciprocated in kind, returning the kiss just as softly so Connor knew just how much he appreciated and loved him, "and I love you Connor," he said softly, pulled away slightly so he could look directly into Connor's gaze, "so so much, I want you Connor ... you make me so happy," and he leaned in for the soft kiss again.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor gave a soft smile and nodded, leaning to meet Cutter again for that kiss a kiss that was just as amazing as any they had just shared. This was perfect. Nick was perfect, and he was happier than he had ever thought possible.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter had not thought it was possible to feel this way, to be so intimate with someone in this way ... it had been unlike anything he had ever experienced before and he happily leaned into the kiss, wanting to keep it going for as long as possible.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor continued the kiss for as long as he could, reminding himself that this was real, Nick was here, he was alive, he was ok, and that he was still right there. He hadn't left. He said he would stay, that he wanted this, that he wanted him... and that simple line of thought made Connor give a soft, contented sigh as he slowly pulled back and broke the kiss. He looked at Cutter for a moment a small smile spreading over his face as he did. "How about... we get ourselves a little more decent.... and you show me those piano skills you have been bragging about?" he asked with a grin. He reached down to the floor and picked up Cutter's shorts and handed them over as he grabbed his boxers. He certainly wasn't about to get fully dressed, that was for sure.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“I did promise you a private performance didn’t I?” Cutter grinned, despite being reluctant to break the kiss but as nice as this was he knew they couldn’t stay on he couch forever, he forced himself to sit up and gratefully took the shorts from Connor. "I ... I really loved this, everything ...it was perfect," he started to go rather red.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"Aye, and I'd love to see these hands" Connor said, slipping his hand into one of Cutter's and kissing it softly, "tickle the ivories a bit." Connor looked at Cutter for a moment as he tugged him closer and kissed him softly.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter smiled at Connor holding his hands and shivered at the kiss, “than I will make sure to give an excellent performance,” he assured him and his smile widened, he leaned in to return the hug and kiss.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"Sounds good," Connor said with a grin as he held on for the hug a little longer then reluctantly let go and started slipping on the boxers.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter was very reluctant to let go but he realised he did need both hands to put on his shorts, he didn't feel quite up to putting on a shirt but he figured as long as he had shorts on it would be fine to play the piano. He winced a little at the effort it took to put on his shorts, it had been so very nice not to focus on the pain in his ribs and now he was starting to feel a little uncomfortable again.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	That was the nice thing about private recitals. The dress code could be as casual as you wanted, even nothing more than boxers and a nice clean pair of fingerless gloves. Connor helped Cutter to his feet when he was ready, slipping an arm around him and helping him to his feet. "Need anything other than those amazing hands of yours?" he asked as he started to lead them down the hall to where the piano was.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	It was really such a nice dress code as well. “Just my captivating audience,” Cutter said with a grin, grateful for the support as they walked over to the piano, “good thing we’ve already had a warm up, isn’t it?”
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"Aye, very good" Connor said as he helped Cutter over and sit down. Once Cutter was in place, Connor sat down on the bench next to him. "So.... what is this private performance of mine going to start with?" he asked giving Cutter an encouraging grin.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“Well, first things first,” Cutter leaned in to give Connor a gentle kiss, “this is uh … a very traditional start for these private performances,” This was the first private performance Cutter had actually given, so it was totally a rule he was making up on the spot. It was also a nice excuse to kiss Connor again because there clearly hadn’t been enough kissing already.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Obviously. There was never such a thing as too much kissing! "Mmmm, liking this already," Connor said into the kiss. "Will definitely have to make some future reservations I think," he added with a grin.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	“Well I can make special reservations upon request for private performances,” Cutter eagerly leaned into the kiss, “my calendar just so happens to be pretty wide open at the moment,”
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	"Well I will be sure to make some reservations once this performance concludes," Connor said, leaning his head over against Cutter's shoulder, trying not to be in his way but still wanting to be as close as possible.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	Cutter took a deep breath, smiling as Connor leaned his head on his shoulder and he began to play one of his favourite pieces. Even though it had been a while since he had played, he had never forgotten how to play and he soon began to get lost in the music, closing his eyes and focusing on the notes that he was playing.
Connor(anomaly_research_nerd)	Connor closed his eyes as well, smiling and listening to the melody and getting lost in the music Cutter was creating. And right then. In that moment. Connor felt like he'd never be happier than he was right there. It was nice. Actually, it was.... perfect.
Cutter(itsananomaly)	After everything that they had been through today, everything with the Mammoth and Stephen and Helen ...and then talking to Connor and getting to be intimate with him ... letting himself get lost in one of his favourite music pieces seemed like a perfect way to end the day, to end it with the man he loved beside him as he played. It was just so nice and peaceful and right. He was happy and content and he wouldn't change anything for the world.