Cutter gratefully returned that, "I'm glad that we got this chance to talk, I'm sorry that I never took the chance when ..." he bit his lip, "when I had the chance to ..." he said finally, not quite willing to say when Stephen was still alive.

"I will always cherish what we had," Cutter said softly, he knew accepting his past relationships for what they were and acknowledging them, were a bit part of him being able to move on.