Connor looked at Cutter as he sat down and took a deep breath.

"I know when we decided to do this... to try and get back together and make this work... I know we said no more secrets. We would talk about things and be honest with each other about everything." Connor looked at Cutter for a moment and swallowed hard. "I... I need to tell you something. Something I was afraid to talk about at first and still kinda am... but after everything we've been through, I don't want to keep anything from you anymore Nick" he said as he reached out and took Cutter's hand.