And as he wiped away those tears, Cutter couldn't help but laugh at Ryan's attempt to change the subject, "yeah this is where I'm staying while I'm in Fandom ... it's a little messy," he said rather apologetically as he looked over at the piles of laundry he had been sorting through and the books and papers he had everything, "but it's nice here, oh and Connor ... uh he's not my Connor, he's a different Connor ...he lives across the hall," he explained.