Cutter sat there trembling as he cried softly ... the guilt and the self loathing he felt over everything that had happened finally overwhelmed him and he couldn't stop those tears.

As he sobbed, he did feel somewhat comforted by the knowledge that Ryan didn't blame him for his death and that helped ease some of the uneasiness that he felt but everything else ...

Finally he nodded, "I'll think about it," he promised softly, "I ... I'll need to talk to Connor as well before I make my decision, I'll definitely give it a great deal of thought,"