And Cutter winced a bit at that since … well … technically Ryan had already been dead, but he didn’t really need to bring all that up, “Stephen nearly died in the underground because I sent Connor home … he would have been able to get Stephen the help he needed a lot sooner if I hadn’t sent him home,” he took a sip of beer, "I guess I have a really poor history of decision making," he paused, "actually I know I do, if I'd been really smart I never would have married Helen,"