Cutter hesitated as he reached his door, biting his lip as he considered turning around one last time to look at Connor but he realised he couldn't do that, that it was easier to just step away from all of this and the sooner that he was in his flat it would be better and then with a sob and trembling fingers, he let himself into his flat and closed the door behind him.

Once the door was closed, he sank against the door, wrapping his knees close to him and he started to cry.